it's very hard to say good bye

Hi peeps
Just wanted to express myself with this song
just for entertaiment but I do love it's very much
enjoy and sing along with me ya

Kerana terluka

beratnya rasa hatiku nak melangkah pergi
Tetapi apakan daya aku terpaksa
Buat Kali terakhir inginku mengucapkan
semoga dirimu berbahagia selalu
tentang diriku ini
terserah padamu tuhan menentukan
tak perlu bertanya kemana ku pergi
pandailah aku menjaga diriku ini
sekali ku melangkah oh biarlah ku teruskan
Perjalanan ini walaupun sendirian
hanya tuhan yang tahu duka lara hidupku ini
tak terkata aduhai sayang
ku masih lagi teringat
bicaraku yg terakhir
pedihnya menikam kalbu bisanya
selamat tinggal sygku
selamat tinggal kasihku
aku terpaksa pergi dahulu
kerana terluka hati ini
kiranya tempias membasahi jendelamu
Itulah airmata yg jatuh di pipiku
kiranya sang bayu menyentuhi paras wajahmu
oh itulah rinduku yg menyebut namamu
setelah sekian lama tak jumpa

s

riding solo

hi peeps!!!! how's uolsss
arrghhh am quite not sure why am a bit moody today
no ideas errmmm maybe am too tired and not enough sleep I guess!!! I hate this kind of mood caused gonna spoiled my day ahead !!!! suh suh go away from me

errmm I got no ideas what to wrote here occay but suddenly I'll feel so lonely and yeah my blog is owaz be my best buddy when am wanted a good company!!!
tq my blog love u super strong hehehe

my mind wanted to kopi2 but I don't know who's available since tomorrow was eid Mubarak celebration !!!!
everybody bz uolss masak rendang curry and yg sodap2 for 2row!!!! abih la makin jadi model slim werl lah aku uolss
peeps!!! happy eid mubarak yep!!!!
have fun and ave a blass eid Mubarak uolsss


goshhh!!!
December coming very2 soon and alamak uolss
Xmas coming very2 soon and here and there's shopping
mall are busyING decorate their mall with the best xmas theme for beautiful festive seasons of the year!!!
just wondering of snow Santa and Xmas gift

Suddenly am thinking of must do a Xmas dinner and really
no ideas where to organise it's!!!! poning den
So stress caused budget are too limited!!! camner tuhh
in my mind I wish to organise at place that very cool and full of Xmas decoration!!! Berape lak ungkosnya such as Tony romas
errmmm no stress occay that one must be expensive occay

ermm hopefully there's are miracle for me!
hahaha !!! will see where it's will be
just wait and will update very2 soon

am got to go
see you guys later

replay

heyaaa
am back to my blogland
miss my blog so much!!!!
my best buddies that owaz be my ears when I do wanted to zip my mouth!!!

UNSTOPABLE
am just came back from movie outing with my buddies and as usual am very apy and enjoy the movie!!! so awesome
roughly it's very interesting movie to watch and I love
the element of this movie!!!
the ideas is simple how to solve problem that was made by others and as usual the risk is reputation cost and braveness caused it's involved people life occay!!!
suddenly am hanyut with the plot occay!!
full of suspense element especially how to handle stress when we being push by others parties such as our own boss, medias and critical problem solving!!!
just imagine when people around us was very arrogant and wanted to show the stupid brilliant ideas and as a
people which is working with these kind of people like this we need to be confident energetic and watever
actions u thinks must got solid and brilliant reason why and how or let's say or maybe best on your experience or human teories and assumption !!!
wowwww tetiba jadi cam pengkritik lak!!!
well FYI am love to do case studies when college time
that y am quite outspoken to show or comeout with my ideas!!!!
my ideas maybe simple but I owaz challenge myself how to elaborate thus ideas became interesting !!!!
that y I love mass comm studies!!!


this a bit of my BOBO stories!!!
just based on my assumption and very true feeling
I don't mind if this not true or maybe am too obssess with you!!!

jangan isau still in control caused life teach me
BERPIJAK PADA BUMI NYATA EVEN aku nihh AT FAIRYTALE LAND!!! owaz mengelamun all the time

I know that u still need me caused u show it's occay
but no worries am occay now caused am not into
desperado to chased u like before!!!!
for me ur happiness is my happiness too!!! high 5
just wanted u to know am owaz free if u wanted maybe accompany or ears occay!!!! tetiba mengofferkan diri
am learn a lot from my past forget and forgive caused no points for me to avoid from this such stupid feeling caused am pretty sure that between us is no issues I guess!!! yang lepas just let's it's gone with time and days

past is past and just wanted u to know u still my
personal inspiration beb and really adore u so much!!!
nak tau saper kah!!!!
lantasku pendam
biarlah rahsia uolsss
hhahaha so perasan RESIDENT RETIS KAN!!

k lah got to go ya
will catch up guys with new update later occay

where's is the LOP

hi semua!!! how's everyone out there's
miss me??!!! anyone
tonite am so boring and my mind like usual keep thinking of sumone for no reason
OHHHHH MEMANG GILAHZZZSSTTT!!!

Actually it's quite bobo(boring&bosan) talked about this particular issued caused owaz am the victim which is missing someone badly !!!! tau sanang
But org itu i got no ideas and sometimes I do asked
myself pena tak dia thinks about me tak mau lama in a second??!! ade ker
the answer is when in difficulties jer


these few day am no ideas why am owaz think about itew
olang!!!!
am sick of this feeling lah peeps!!! katanya sigh
tapi tulah just now itew olang update dia punya status is not feeling well katanya!!! but nak jer comment take meds and get enough rest!!! Tetiba concern lebey lak
I send my words via wind and skies!!
oh memang gilazzzssshh am now!!
ok next story

today for the first time in my life am visited tv3 to get my tix for SHOUT AWARD 2010!!!
wahhhh!!!! the moments I'll enter the entrance I'll feel nervous caused this is the place that I've been dream to work at??!!! but when tet tet tet

all the way go to the 8tv reception , I saw a noticed
that was an news readers audition for tomorrow !!!
am excited to join its but am feel not ready yet
well I do believe am multi talented hehehehe just because it's not the right time kod!!!
Tul tak itew olang!!!

this coming 20th I'll attend SHOUT AWARD 2010 and just get the tix just now!!!
damn am excited am nervous peeps!!!
first time in my life am watching msia event award live caused normally am follow the awards events via tv at
home
it's gonna awesome and full of memories I guess!!!

zzZzz!!!! am to sleepy peeps
got to go!!! Itew olang miss u and get well soon yah

sometimes

hyeeeeeaaaaaa
am back to update from my blog
just wanted to story morry what actually happen this week
it's just a common stories


omagaaadd!!!!
I'll really don't believe this
guess what!!!
my fb update was appear at one of local magazine
URTV uolsss!!!
it's was for an evening with my dolls
FASHA SANDHA during last raya
maybe others will said am so GG!!!
GG?? aper itew gler glamer uolss
hahahaha I still can believe start from KOSMO,HARIAN METRO,BERITA HARIAN,URTV!!!
am still keep the articles as memories uolss


this week I spent most of my time at gym after working hours
well I don't care if there still a few or any people
said I love to lepak rather then workout!!!
it's was so true
well tq for concern peeps caused I just workout on my abilities only but promise will push myself later occay
sambil gelak jahat


after a few months am quite satisfied with my gym
results Ada lah shape ckit uolss!!!
but am adore my buddies shape!!!!
that was pretty cool and so awesome uolss
sambil berangan errmmm when larr I'll get that shape
yang penting I do believe if u wanted to be like people
who you adore u will try ur level best to get it's !!!
muda mudahan aku berfikiran begitu!!!
5 mac!!!


at work place everybody waiting to appraised !!!
I don't want to expect more caused this year am
my mc byk lateness pun bleh tahan work performance just biasa2
maybe I wanted to transper dept but which dept ek!!

after quite sometimes I didn't workout with iteww org suddenly terworkout am feel nervous !!!
yolah saper lah daku klu nak compare dgn iteww??!!
errmm tq for ur time and really appreciate it's
hopefully next time we can workout again

ok peeps go to go
will update new stories soon
love uolss very strong

lonely no more

heyyyyyaaaaa peeps
am back agains to my blogland
I just wanted to wrote what am done today
so sorry maybe my stories quite boring but
it's occay for me as long as am apy with my own blogland

I just came back from gym and work on my chest!!!
as a result am proud with myself even some people out there owaz said am just playing fools at gym!!! errmm maybe am overlooked to be serious hehehe
I take as a challenge for me to shows the results but am admit I'll came to fitness for fun and excercise
tak mau stress occay

personally everybody got there own way how to work on there's dreams so same with me
tapi thanks very much for those which is concern yer
to my gym buddies tak sangka Ada jugak yg memerhati what
am doin!!! hahahahha

k lah peeps actually I just wanted to work on my stamina caused I love to singing
saber normally my shows are when am refresh myself
lalalala

sometimes when my buddy trying workout on chest bicep or tricep ( ejaan ni tak pasti uolss feel free gelak klu
salah)

currently I got a few buddies that willing to workout
with me yg owaz ting tong!!! gelak jer kojer when workout

Kena paksa baru nak buat if not ngelat jer hehehe
Occay lah buddies after this am promise to focus and serious when workout!!! bleh caya ker ni

got to go peeps
later I'll update again my blog ya
take care and tq very strong for reading and view my blog

what bout now

hi peeps!!!
am tired and so sleepy but wanted to update my fav song here
this song supposed I'll sang during HOT FM TWISTIES BINGGIT
Let's enjoy the song

NOKTAH CINTA

ternyata semua bicaraku
tersimpan di dalam hati itu
ternyata semua soalanku
tak pernah kau fikir di fikiran
mengapa kau masih
mencari kepastian dalam cinta
dan disini masih
menanti jawapannya
tuhan tolong nyatakanlah
Padanya tentang cinta
adakah masih diriku diperlukan
tuhan tunjukkan padanya
tentang apa yg ku fikirkan
adakah cinta ini perlu untuk dirinya
berbicara tentang cinta kita
masih tiada noktahnya
berbicara tentang perasaan
simpan saja semua itu
mengapa kau masih
mencari kepastian dalam cinta
dan disini masih
menanti jawapannya

I'll just read this qoute
my current favourite song is represent what I'll feel right now!!!! it's so true
nite my blog buddy !!! if any

need somebody to love

hiiiii peeps!!!!
almost 2 weeks I didn't drop by at my blog
suddenly am missing my blog so much
there is nothing special to share on just cerita bodo2 and syok diri stories

start with my daydreamer stories
this week I'll see a little improvement of me in a few aspect especially when somebody that u LOP say hi to you!!! hi jugak
Omagadddd!!! am actualy thinking betulker dia NIH or am
On mereng time on that time
almaklumlah am love to mengelamun

apapun that case I'll wanted to call it's LOVE INCIDENT make me smile till can't smile!!! camner
but when I go through dia punya fb now I get it's
tapi is ok for me menyintai tak semestinya memiliki uolss!!!
correct me if am wrong tapi no options peeps so I'll try my best to not react like errmm this is my end of mc world!!!! telan jer walu perit!!!! burpp

expert always mention don't ever waste ur time for those
not appreciate you at all!!! sigh
it's quite true peeps but aku sayang sama itewww???!!! how's !!!???

ok lah am think maybe iteww pun so happy and I'll got to pretend am happy too caused I'll don't want mereka
knows what mess in my head!!!
life must go on as usuall

errmm I'll go to grow up and tak mau lah jadi perosak
kebahagian dia yg just started!!!

for u am admit that am miss u like crazy but yeah maybe were suit as kawan?!! ayat pasrah uolss tetiba
semoga bahagia and apy with ur love yer

got to move peeps!!!
pray all the best things happen to me