Saturday, October 23, 2010

my hearts love is chinta

hi peeps!!!
I don't know y....
I still not sleepy yet even now was 7am !!!
this just a info or moments that I think I wouldn't forget in my life!!!

on 1st oct 2010....
am been selected to my favorite actress hi tea... am adore she's since I'll was studied!!!
peeps!!!
fasha sandha in the house !!!
yehaaa only god know what I felt when I just received text on this event!!!
AN EVENING WITH FASHA SANDHA
serious am waiting for this moments such a long time!!!
when the time come.....I'll and others selected
fans are been invited to her open house at bora ombak ampang !!!
the theme was red and white and as usual I'm owaz in theme with my lovely cap!!!
the moments I entered the dinning hall I just thinking it's must a normal dinner for us!!!
but I'm wrong and she's treat 10 of us as a lucky fan well!!!
said hi and she's wanted us to enjoyed that evening!!!
I'm as usual take this opportunity to take a few memories photo caused I don't know when we can meet
each others again!!!


honestly I was so enjoy during that time and thanks a million to fasha sandha and family not to forget fasha sandha team as well!!!
thanks for the sweet moments


twit twit!!!!
I been shocked of tweeter lately!!!
so addicted and when I was at my tweetland with my

sweetheart I feel so happy cause the concept of tweetland itself!!!
now I got 35 followers and I'm proud of myself
caused here at my twitland .... I get to know many people that very friendly to talked with...especially bored!!
well hopefully before year end I can get at least 50
followers that active in twitting !!!!
to all my followers at tweetland thanks for following and keep in touch owaz peeps!!!
take care pees
love u guys so much

confession no 1

OCTOBER IN MY HEAD
this month I don't know why I'm been so out of blue moon in a few things!!!
start with fb stories!!!
am admit my fbland only for my buddy ONLY if any??

I'll intend to make my fb just for CLOSED FRIEND IF ANY!!??
yet peeps u know what....am being deleted almost 60 of my friends from my fbland friendlist!!

some of them I meet them everyday at office chillaq or gym ??!!always next to me all the time!!!
I don't know what there felt when they noticed on this
matter ??!!for sure maybe a few or some of the them for sure will thinking ???! or maybe mad with me!!!
perasaan plak aku hehehe mcm Ada yg kesah plakkan

take a deep breath,before am plan to deleted this list......I'll been asking a few of my closed
friend !!??? do I need to...??!!
again,most of them advised me to thinks carefully if in that list friends!!!
so there asked me to thinking about friendship matter!!!

well....caused am too stubborn....i just simply thinks ...outside also we can be friends!!! that what I was thinking of that time!!?? bodo sombongkan
hehehe slow2 ckit sebut uolss

I've been deleted this list on 3rd oct around 9pm at cb
ampang point!!!!
on that time as usually .... am just click deleted and deleted till ..... when I'll view back my fbland

omagadd !!!!??? a lot of my fbland friend
been deleted caused of.....my reason not actives at all or not taking part on my wall!!! cam bagus plak aku uolss
my mind feel proud said that..... guys so sorry ....ur been deleted caused I'm not the best friends collector!!!
suddenly
... wondering that am was so wellkwoned ....like everybody like and know me??!!!

today was....25th October 2010.... suddenly after quite sometimes am thinking of this issued!!!honestly am admit been missing them so badly!!!! not all lah a few of it's
but serious I don't know what to do right know caused
if I were that failure.....I also gonna follow the flow!!!
sound like complicated and yeah dramas is part of life

seriously....
I'm admit some of them used to be my....not to said
too closed but pretty cool accompany lah when am needed help!!!

but yet I don't know how to approach this
failures!!!??? maybe others said just let it be but I feel so guilty !!??
or maybe I'm paranoid of myself

I'm thinking of the reason and wanted to be honest
peeps!!caused I don't want to bullshit people
especially there are used to be my friends...
caused am very transparent person!!! ek??!! jujur katanya!!??

well... when it's come to solutions and conclusion ... I'll still try to approach them slowly !!!

pray the best for me peeps??!!

no matter what happen.....I got to accepted caused it's was fault !!! Am admit some of them I'll deleted caused
I felt not comfortable to get along with.....the best
things is that failure always give hand to help me when am needed!!!??

I felt so bad....but peeps things already happened !!

Like it or not there was a gap among us
annoying am kan ??!!

lately....some of my buddy asked me why this few failure not appear in my fbland!!!

serious am blur and...here I would like to confessed and
admit to all my friend and buddy ... eerrmmm i been
deleted some of them peeps!!!

peeps!!!
as a rewarded ... I felt so bad without u guys in my
fbland lately!!
am regret peeps.... maybe on that particular time I've
been ¥£€^%# and thinking a lot about what I feel!!!

some of u peeps!! had maybe misunderstood between us in certains things but I don't know why on this particular
things I can't give a bit tolorate to a few of u!!!

peeps??!
if any of u had a problem or maybe misunderstood with me
peeps... we are friends right ??!! the best things is seat and discussed


as owner of my own fbland...deepest in my heart do asked for forgiveness for what I've been done....am sure some of u felt offended of this!!!

I know peeps!!!
some of people are quite hard to
accepted sorry and forgiveness ...

let's say if what i been done is too much for all of u ..... not much can I said here peeps....
so sorry peeps and if I can turn back timed I'll ensured
this will not happened!!!

last but not least....honestly peeps am missing some of u guys badly!!!

hope with my confession will make me felt better and we can be friends again peeps if u guys willing too...
to all my buddies friends followers and new friends I
love our friendship pees!!!
I feel so bad without some of you here
hugs and kisses to all

wake me up when SEPTEMBER end

SWEET SEPTEMBER
hi there!!!!
Am back here again
so sorry caused quite sometimes I didn't update my blog with my own stories
well September !!!
personally I love this month so much peeps!!
on the 16 September I was celebrated my bufday at ZOUK CLUB KL!!!
it's was pretty cool and so damn awesomeness moments
to remember
everything still mess in my mind
how bad I need to plan and ensure my bufday party goes smooth as I wanted!!!

when the time come...
supposed to be 15 pax was there but no offended peeps it's ok 10 pax came and chillaq and danced as well as had fun with me!!?? Thanks god I love that moments

it's a good sign for me even I'm expecting a few of my buddies will came but yeah again I'll
don't want to be selfish caused on that next following day ...,most of them worked been working


well past is past not need to recalled much just sweet
moments to be remembered MAC'!OUS 26TH REBIRTH!!
i really had a good time till i slept like baby at
home(placed ....rahsia)uolssss!!???
it's used to be my secret !!!

in this particular month my emotion quite not stable
I don't know why but personally maybe I thinks too much
on uncertain things that make me felt €£¥*%# or
sucks!!!!

truely am admit am quite sensitive person!!! this I
think everyone used to knows... that y I so easy felt touched with certain issues or??!!
omagadddd !!!
this is my biggest weakness and I'll try to improved on it's peeps ??!!
forgive and forget what was happenned is the best
way??!!
Out of nowhere one more suck or incident always mess in
my head??!!
peeps??!!!
So sorry it's to confidential for me to share here but yeah if u want to guess what its ???!!
feel free peeps ??!! hehehe gelak jahat
am tired to thinks on this particular issued!!??
Katanya??!! Kata kau


PERFOMANCE AT OFFICE

at work placed Mbf cards Msia my working performance also just so and so...
NOT MEET MY PERSONAL REQUIREMENTS... sigh...
I don't know errmm maybe I've been mix personal and office matter!!
not sure ape kemender dlm hotak aku
quite number of time i've been made stupid mistake !!
slowly ....I wake up and step up to enchance this
matter!!!

thanks god I had a very superb understanding section
head and supperior that always wake me up when am lost or not focus in work!!!!
actually am being paranoid but nobody can helped me
unless I step up with my own and help myself on this matters

NOW am better then yesterday caused I been motivated myself every single second!!

Jesus Christ !!!
it's was a nightmare for me when i
feel so bad about myself!!!

people always said love yourself first before u love others!!!JENG JENG!!!
that was true and now I'm back to normal and got through what so ever in life!!!
peeps....am working on it's!!!

I've been asking a few people what type of person am??!!!

most of them answer me... ur kind hearted person but in the same times my attitude make others annoying with me!!??
am admit on it's

I believe that was so true peeps caused most of the times I'll love to talked nonsense !!!
most of people said I'm arrogant and stubborn..
stubborn !!!
yes peeps that was me I don't know why sometimes but yeah depends on my mood caused if I thinks much am gonna fed up and feel sucks!!!

I believe that no matter how hard life it is.....
no turned back and keep walking till u reach ur destination
nite peeps!!!
8.15am peeps