it's very hard to say good bye

Hi peeps
Just wanted to express myself with this song
just for entertaiment but I do love it's very much
enjoy and sing along with me ya

Kerana terluka

beratnya rasa hatiku nak melangkah pergi
Tetapi apakan daya aku terpaksa
Buat Kali terakhir inginku mengucapkan
semoga dirimu berbahagia selalu
tentang diriku ini
terserah padamu tuhan menentukan
tak perlu bertanya kemana ku pergi
pandailah aku menjaga diriku ini
sekali ku melangkah oh biarlah ku teruskan
Perjalanan ini walaupun sendirian
hanya tuhan yang tahu duka lara hidupku ini
tak terkata aduhai sayang
ku masih lagi teringat
bicaraku yg terakhir
pedihnya menikam kalbu bisanya
selamat tinggal sygku
selamat tinggal kasihku
aku terpaksa pergi dahulu
kerana terluka hati ini
kiranya tempias membasahi jendelamu
Itulah airmata yg jatuh di pipiku
kiranya sang bayu menyentuhi paras wajahmu
oh itulah rinduku yg menyebut namamu
setelah sekian lama tak jumpa

s

riding solo

hi peeps!!!! how's uolsss
arrghhh am quite not sure why am a bit moody today
no ideas errmmm maybe am too tired and not enough sleep I guess!!! I hate this kind of mood caused gonna spoiled my day ahead !!!! suh suh go away from me

errmm I got no ideas what to wrote here occay but suddenly I'll feel so lonely and yeah my blog is owaz be my best buddy when am wanted a good company!!!
tq my blog love u super strong hehehe

my mind wanted to kopi2 but I don't know who's available since tomorrow was eid Mubarak celebration !!!!
everybody bz uolss masak rendang curry and yg sodap2 for 2row!!!! abih la makin jadi model slim werl lah aku uolss
peeps!!! happy eid mubarak yep!!!!
have fun and ave a blass eid Mubarak uolsss


goshhh!!!
December coming very2 soon and alamak uolss
Xmas coming very2 soon and here and there's shopping
mall are busyING decorate their mall with the best xmas theme for beautiful festive seasons of the year!!!
just wondering of snow Santa and Xmas gift

Suddenly am thinking of must do a Xmas dinner and really
no ideas where to organise it's!!!! poning den
So stress caused budget are too limited!!! camner tuhh
in my mind I wish to organise at place that very cool and full of Xmas decoration!!! Berape lak ungkosnya such as Tony romas
errmmm no stress occay that one must be expensive occay

ermm hopefully there's are miracle for me!
hahaha !!! will see where it's will be
just wait and will update very2 soon

am got to go
see you guys later

replay

heyaaa
am back to my blogland
miss my blog so much!!!!
my best buddies that owaz be my ears when I do wanted to zip my mouth!!!

UNSTOPABLE
am just came back from movie outing with my buddies and as usual am very apy and enjoy the movie!!! so awesome
roughly it's very interesting movie to watch and I love
the element of this movie!!!
the ideas is simple how to solve problem that was made by others and as usual the risk is reputation cost and braveness caused it's involved people life occay!!!
suddenly am hanyut with the plot occay!!
full of suspense element especially how to handle stress when we being push by others parties such as our own boss, medias and critical problem solving!!!
just imagine when people around us was very arrogant and wanted to show the stupid brilliant ideas and as a
people which is working with these kind of people like this we need to be confident energetic and watever
actions u thinks must got solid and brilliant reason why and how or let's say or maybe best on your experience or human teories and assumption !!!
wowwww tetiba jadi cam pengkritik lak!!!
well FYI am love to do case studies when college time
that y am quite outspoken to show or comeout with my ideas!!!!
my ideas maybe simple but I owaz challenge myself how to elaborate thus ideas became interesting !!!!
that y I love mass comm studies!!!


this a bit of my BOBO stories!!!
just based on my assumption and very true feeling
I don't mind if this not true or maybe am too obssess with you!!!

jangan isau still in control caused life teach me
BERPIJAK PADA BUMI NYATA EVEN aku nihh AT FAIRYTALE LAND!!! owaz mengelamun all the time

I know that u still need me caused u show it's occay
but no worries am occay now caused am not into
desperado to chased u like before!!!!
for me ur happiness is my happiness too!!! high 5
just wanted u to know am owaz free if u wanted maybe accompany or ears occay!!!! tetiba mengofferkan diri
am learn a lot from my past forget and forgive caused no points for me to avoid from this such stupid feeling caused am pretty sure that between us is no issues I guess!!! yang lepas just let's it's gone with time and days

past is past and just wanted u to know u still my
personal inspiration beb and really adore u so much!!!
nak tau saper kah!!!!
lantasku pendam
biarlah rahsia uolsss
hhahaha so perasan RESIDENT RETIS KAN!!

k lah got to go ya
will catch up guys with new update later occay

where's is the LOP

hi semua!!! how's everyone out there's
miss me??!!! anyone
tonite am so boring and my mind like usual keep thinking of sumone for no reason
OHHHHH MEMANG GILAHZZZSSTTT!!!

Actually it's quite bobo(boring&bosan) talked about this particular issued caused owaz am the victim which is missing someone badly !!!! tau sanang
But org itu i got no ideas and sometimes I do asked
myself pena tak dia thinks about me tak mau lama in a second??!! ade ker
the answer is when in difficulties jer


these few day am no ideas why am owaz think about itew
olang!!!!
am sick of this feeling lah peeps!!! katanya sigh
tapi tulah just now itew olang update dia punya status is not feeling well katanya!!! but nak jer comment take meds and get enough rest!!! Tetiba concern lebey lak
I send my words via wind and skies!!
oh memang gilazzzssshh am now!!
ok next story

today for the first time in my life am visited tv3 to get my tix for SHOUT AWARD 2010!!!
wahhhh!!!! the moments I'll enter the entrance I'll feel nervous caused this is the place that I've been dream to work at??!!! but when tet tet tet

all the way go to the 8tv reception , I saw a noticed
that was an news readers audition for tomorrow !!!
am excited to join its but am feel not ready yet
well I do believe am multi talented hehehehe just because it's not the right time kod!!!
Tul tak itew olang!!!

this coming 20th I'll attend SHOUT AWARD 2010 and just get the tix just now!!!
damn am excited am nervous peeps!!!
first time in my life am watching msia event award live caused normally am follow the awards events via tv at
home
it's gonna awesome and full of memories I guess!!!

zzZzz!!!! am to sleepy peeps
got to go!!! Itew olang miss u and get well soon yah

sometimes

hyeeeeeaaaaaa
am back to update from my blog
just wanted to story morry what actually happen this week
it's just a common stories


omagaaadd!!!!
I'll really don't believe this
guess what!!!
my fb update was appear at one of local magazine
URTV uolsss!!!
it's was for an evening with my dolls
FASHA SANDHA during last raya
maybe others will said am so GG!!!
GG?? aper itew gler glamer uolss
hahahaha I still can believe start from KOSMO,HARIAN METRO,BERITA HARIAN,URTV!!!
am still keep the articles as memories uolss


this week I spent most of my time at gym after working hours
well I don't care if there still a few or any people
said I love to lepak rather then workout!!!
it's was so true
well tq for concern peeps caused I just workout on my abilities only but promise will push myself later occay
sambil gelak jahat


after a few months am quite satisfied with my gym
results Ada lah shape ckit uolss!!!
but am adore my buddies shape!!!!
that was pretty cool and so awesome uolss
sambil berangan errmmm when larr I'll get that shape
yang penting I do believe if u wanted to be like people
who you adore u will try ur level best to get it's !!!
muda mudahan aku berfikiran begitu!!!
5 mac!!!


at work place everybody waiting to appraised !!!
I don't want to expect more caused this year am
my mc byk lateness pun bleh tahan work performance just biasa2
maybe I wanted to transper dept but which dept ek!!

after quite sometimes I didn't workout with iteww org suddenly terworkout am feel nervous !!!
yolah saper lah daku klu nak compare dgn iteww??!!
errmm tq for ur time and really appreciate it's
hopefully next time we can workout again

ok peeps go to go
will update new stories soon
love uolss very strong

lonely no more

heyyyyyaaaaa peeps
am back agains to my blogland
I just wanted to wrote what am done today
so sorry maybe my stories quite boring but
it's occay for me as long as am apy with my own blogland

I just came back from gym and work on my chest!!!
as a result am proud with myself even some people out there owaz said am just playing fools at gym!!! errmm maybe am overlooked to be serious hehehe
I take as a challenge for me to shows the results but am admit I'll came to fitness for fun and excercise
tak mau stress occay

personally everybody got there own way how to work on there's dreams so same with me
tapi thanks very much for those which is concern yer
to my gym buddies tak sangka Ada jugak yg memerhati what
am doin!!! hahahahha

k lah peeps actually I just wanted to work on my stamina caused I love to singing
saber normally my shows are when am refresh myself
lalalala

sometimes when my buddy trying workout on chest bicep or tricep ( ejaan ni tak pasti uolss feel free gelak klu
salah)

currently I got a few buddies that willing to workout
with me yg owaz ting tong!!! gelak jer kojer when workout

Kena paksa baru nak buat if not ngelat jer hehehe
Occay lah buddies after this am promise to focus and serious when workout!!! bleh caya ker ni

got to go peeps
later I'll update again my blog ya
take care and tq very strong for reading and view my blog

what bout now

hi peeps!!!
am tired and so sleepy but wanted to update my fav song here
this song supposed I'll sang during HOT FM TWISTIES BINGGIT
Let's enjoy the song

NOKTAH CINTA

ternyata semua bicaraku
tersimpan di dalam hati itu
ternyata semua soalanku
tak pernah kau fikir di fikiran
mengapa kau masih
mencari kepastian dalam cinta
dan disini masih
menanti jawapannya
tuhan tolong nyatakanlah
Padanya tentang cinta
adakah masih diriku diperlukan
tuhan tunjukkan padanya
tentang apa yg ku fikirkan
adakah cinta ini perlu untuk dirinya
berbicara tentang cinta kita
masih tiada noktahnya
berbicara tentang perasaan
simpan saja semua itu
mengapa kau masih
mencari kepastian dalam cinta
dan disini masih
menanti jawapannya

I'll just read this qoute
my current favourite song is represent what I'll feel right now!!!! it's so true
nite my blog buddy !!! if any

need somebody to love

hiiiii peeps!!!!
almost 2 weeks I didn't drop by at my blog
suddenly am missing my blog so much
there is nothing special to share on just cerita bodo2 and syok diri stories

start with my daydreamer stories
this week I'll see a little improvement of me in a few aspect especially when somebody that u LOP say hi to you!!! hi jugak
Omagadddd!!! am actualy thinking betulker dia NIH or am
On mereng time on that time
almaklumlah am love to mengelamun

apapun that case I'll wanted to call it's LOVE INCIDENT make me smile till can't smile!!! camner
but when I go through dia punya fb now I get it's
tapi is ok for me menyintai tak semestinya memiliki uolss!!!
correct me if am wrong tapi no options peeps so I'll try my best to not react like errmm this is my end of mc world!!!! telan jer walu perit!!!! burpp

expert always mention don't ever waste ur time for those
not appreciate you at all!!! sigh
it's quite true peeps but aku sayang sama itewww???!!! how's !!!???

ok lah am think maybe iteww pun so happy and I'll got to pretend am happy too caused I'll don't want mereka
knows what mess in my head!!!
life must go on as usuall

errmm I'll go to grow up and tak mau lah jadi perosak
kebahagian dia yg just started!!!

for u am admit that am miss u like crazy but yeah maybe were suit as kawan?!! ayat pasrah uolss tetiba
semoga bahagia and apy with ur love yer

got to move peeps!!!
pray all the best things happen to me

my hearts love is chinta

hi peeps!!!
I don't know y....
I still not sleepy yet even now was 7am !!!
this just a info or moments that I think I wouldn't forget in my life!!!

on 1st oct 2010....
am been selected to my favorite actress hi tea... am adore she's since I'll was studied!!!
peeps!!!
fasha sandha in the house !!!
yehaaa only god know what I felt when I just received text on this event!!!
AN EVENING WITH FASHA SANDHA
serious am waiting for this moments such a long time!!!
when the time come.....I'll and others selected
fans are been invited to her open house at bora ombak ampang !!!
the theme was red and white and as usual I'm owaz in theme with my lovely cap!!!
the moments I entered the dinning hall I just thinking it's must a normal dinner for us!!!
but I'm wrong and she's treat 10 of us as a lucky fan well!!!
said hi and she's wanted us to enjoyed that evening!!!
I'm as usual take this opportunity to take a few memories photo caused I don't know when we can meet
each others again!!!


honestly I was so enjoy during that time and thanks a million to fasha sandha and family not to forget fasha sandha team as well!!!
thanks for the sweet moments


twit twit!!!!
I been shocked of tweeter lately!!!
so addicted and when I was at my tweetland with my

sweetheart I feel so happy cause the concept of tweetland itself!!!
now I got 35 followers and I'm proud of myself
caused here at my twitland .... I get to know many people that very friendly to talked with...especially bored!!
well hopefully before year end I can get at least 50
followers that active in twitting !!!!
to all my followers at tweetland thanks for following and keep in touch owaz peeps!!!
take care pees
love u guys so much

confession no 1

OCTOBER IN MY HEAD
this month I don't know why I'm been so out of blue moon in a few things!!!
start with fb stories!!!
am admit my fbland only for my buddy ONLY if any??

I'll intend to make my fb just for CLOSED FRIEND IF ANY!!??
yet peeps u know what....am being deleted almost 60 of my friends from my fbland friendlist!!

some of them I meet them everyday at office chillaq or gym ??!!always next to me all the time!!!
I don't know what there felt when they noticed on this
matter ??!!for sure maybe a few or some of the them for sure will thinking ???! or maybe mad with me!!!
perasaan plak aku hehehe mcm Ada yg kesah plakkan

take a deep breath,before am plan to deleted this list......I'll been asking a few of my closed
friend !!??? do I need to...??!!
again,most of them advised me to thinks carefully if in that list friends!!!
so there asked me to thinking about friendship matter!!!

well....caused am too stubborn....i just simply thinks ...outside also we can be friends!!! that what I was thinking of that time!!?? bodo sombongkan
hehehe slow2 ckit sebut uolss

I've been deleted this list on 3rd oct around 9pm at cb
ampang point!!!!
on that time as usually .... am just click deleted and deleted till ..... when I'll view back my fbland

omagadd !!!!??? a lot of my fbland friend
been deleted caused of.....my reason not actives at all or not taking part on my wall!!! cam bagus plak aku uolss
my mind feel proud said that..... guys so sorry ....ur been deleted caused I'm not the best friends collector!!!
suddenly
... wondering that am was so wellkwoned ....like everybody like and know me??!!!

today was....25th October 2010.... suddenly after quite sometimes am thinking of this issued!!!honestly am admit been missing them so badly!!!! not all lah a few of it's
but serious I don't know what to do right know caused
if I were that failure.....I also gonna follow the flow!!!
sound like complicated and yeah dramas is part of life

seriously....
I'm admit some of them used to be my....not to said
too closed but pretty cool accompany lah when am needed help!!!

but yet I don't know how to approach this
failures!!!??? maybe others said just let it be but I feel so guilty !!??
or maybe I'm paranoid of myself

I'm thinking of the reason and wanted to be honest
peeps!!caused I don't want to bullshit people
especially there are used to be my friends...
caused am very transparent person!!! ek??!! jujur katanya!!??

well... when it's come to solutions and conclusion ... I'll still try to approach them slowly !!!

pray the best for me peeps??!!

no matter what happen.....I got to accepted caused it's was fault !!! Am admit some of them I'll deleted caused
I felt not comfortable to get along with.....the best
things is that failure always give hand to help me when am needed!!!??

I felt so bad....but peeps things already happened !!

Like it or not there was a gap among us
annoying am kan ??!!

lately....some of my buddy asked me why this few failure not appear in my fbland!!!

serious am blur and...here I would like to confessed and
admit to all my friend and buddy ... eerrmmm i been
deleted some of them peeps!!!

peeps!!!
as a rewarded ... I felt so bad without u guys in my
fbland lately!!
am regret peeps.... maybe on that particular time I've
been ¥£€^%# and thinking a lot about what I feel!!!

some of u peeps!! had maybe misunderstood between us in certains things but I don't know why on this particular
things I can't give a bit tolorate to a few of u!!!

peeps??!
if any of u had a problem or maybe misunderstood with me
peeps... we are friends right ??!! the best things is seat and discussed


as owner of my own fbland...deepest in my heart do asked for forgiveness for what I've been done....am sure some of u felt offended of this!!!

I know peeps!!!
some of people are quite hard to
accepted sorry and forgiveness ...

let's say if what i been done is too much for all of u ..... not much can I said here peeps....
so sorry peeps and if I can turn back timed I'll ensured
this will not happened!!!

last but not least....honestly peeps am missing some of u guys badly!!!

hope with my confession will make me felt better and we can be friends again peeps if u guys willing too...
to all my buddies friends followers and new friends I
love our friendship pees!!!
I feel so bad without some of you here
hugs and kisses to all

wake me up when SEPTEMBER end

SWEET SEPTEMBER
hi there!!!!
Am back here again
so sorry caused quite sometimes I didn't update my blog with my own stories
well September !!!
personally I love this month so much peeps!!
on the 16 September I was celebrated my bufday at ZOUK CLUB KL!!!
it's was pretty cool and so damn awesomeness moments
to remember
everything still mess in my mind
how bad I need to plan and ensure my bufday party goes smooth as I wanted!!!

when the time come...
supposed to be 15 pax was there but no offended peeps it's ok 10 pax came and chillaq and danced as well as had fun with me!!?? Thanks god I love that moments

it's a good sign for me even I'm expecting a few of my buddies will came but yeah again I'll
don't want to be selfish caused on that next following day ...,most of them worked been working


well past is past not need to recalled much just sweet
moments to be remembered MAC'!OUS 26TH REBIRTH!!
i really had a good time till i slept like baby at
home(placed ....rahsia)uolssss!!???
it's used to be my secret !!!

in this particular month my emotion quite not stable
I don't know why but personally maybe I thinks too much
on uncertain things that make me felt €£¥*%# or
sucks!!!!

truely am admit am quite sensitive person!!! this I
think everyone used to knows... that y I so easy felt touched with certain issues or??!!
omagadddd !!!
this is my biggest weakness and I'll try to improved on it's peeps ??!!
forgive and forget what was happenned is the best
way??!!
Out of nowhere one more suck or incident always mess in
my head??!!
peeps??!!!
So sorry it's to confidential for me to share here but yeah if u want to guess what its ???!!
feel free peeps ??!! hehehe gelak jahat
am tired to thinks on this particular issued!!??
Katanya??!! Kata kau


PERFOMANCE AT OFFICE

at work placed Mbf cards Msia my working performance also just so and so...
NOT MEET MY PERSONAL REQUIREMENTS... sigh...
I don't know errmm maybe I've been mix personal and office matter!!
not sure ape kemender dlm hotak aku
quite number of time i've been made stupid mistake !!
slowly ....I wake up and step up to enchance this
matter!!!

thanks god I had a very superb understanding section
head and supperior that always wake me up when am lost or not focus in work!!!!
actually am being paranoid but nobody can helped me
unless I step up with my own and help myself on this matters

NOW am better then yesterday caused I been motivated myself every single second!!

Jesus Christ !!!
it's was a nightmare for me when i
feel so bad about myself!!!

people always said love yourself first before u love others!!!JENG JENG!!!
that was true and now I'm back to normal and got through what so ever in life!!!
peeps....am working on it's!!!

I've been asking a few people what type of person am??!!!

most of them answer me... ur kind hearted person but in the same times my attitude make others annoying with me!!??
am admit on it's

I believe that was so true peeps caused most of the times I'll love to talked nonsense !!!
most of people said I'm arrogant and stubborn..
stubborn !!!
yes peeps that was me I don't know why sometimes but yeah depends on my mood caused if I thinks much am gonna fed up and feel sucks!!!

I believe that no matter how hard life it is.....
no turned back and keep walking till u reach ur destination
nite peeps!!!
8.15am peeps

suratan atau kebetulan

hye peep!!!!
arinih sampai awal kat opis so ckit sebanyak boring sbb still fever& cough
lately sgt merindui my buddy huhuhuuhu!!!! nak keep in touch cam segan plak sbb adalah!!??
but sometimes I'm thinking either tah lah no ideas what actually happen so tak mau buat any assumption or speculation on it's !!! let's time decide
btw I'm plan nak bergumbira this weekend but my cough still camtuh very hard for me to sing a song lah!!!!
tak mau lah postpone lg!!!
sebelum terlupa on last tue is my buddy bufday??!!
happy birthday and u are getting older one year from today onwards !!!! so sorry buddy sbb only can threat u kfc jer and so sorry I can't celebrate together caused I got stuff to do at office!!!
k lah peep I want to take my breakfast for a while and see u guys later!!! do take care

cinta dalam hati

this just a song that I love so much!!!!
I want to dedicate this song to someone which is make me so ??!! I know this was my fault but lately I'm thinking I'm hurting myself ??!! I feel so hurt but I'll try my beshh to accept the fact that u r not belong to me!!??
mungkin ini jalan takdirku
Menggagumi tanpa dicintai
tak mengapa bagiku
asal kau bahagia dlm hidupmu
telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu
menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
tak mengapa bagiku
Menyintaimu pun adalah bahagia untukku
ku ingin kau tahu
diriku disini
menanti dirimu
meski ku tunggu
hingga hujung waktuku
dan berharap rasa ini
kan abadi untuk selamanya
dan izinkan aku
Memeluk dirimu
Kali ini saja
untukku ucapkan selamat tinggal selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini
Kan abadi tuk selamanya

that all peep!!!
hope you happy and success in your life peep!!!
knowing you is the best things in my life!!!
do take care

welcome 26th: rock ur body

on last 16 sept 2010 there was held a small gathering for me to celebrate my birthday!!!
it's was and awesome experience for me caused I'm being plan this event a year!!!
thanks a million for those who willing to come and spend ur nite with me!!!
I'm really appreciate that buddy!!!
then for those who had being wish my birthday wishes via fb text or sing a long with me!!!! Thanx guys u make me feel awesome !!!!
Actually I'm been expecting a few wishes from my buddy or friends but they didn't do so!!!
It's ok buddy maybe u guys not aware or been busy caused still in eid festival !!!
I'm not offended just thinking only!!!!
a nite at zouk club!!!! gosh after quite sometimes I've didn't go to club!!!! I'm feel so alive when get back to the dance floor!!!
last but not least thanks a million for a birthday gift, cake and sponsor during this particular day!!!
hope to see u guys again on next event!!!
love u all

bring mc to life

hi peep!!!!
goshhhh!!
time goes by very past and I can't believe that I'm officially 26 years old start from today onwords!!!
thanx 25th years for the experiences and knowledge that u gave me!!!!
I'm know that life is not as I think caused there always a boundaries for me to chased my sweetest dreams!!!
I love and miss all the moments that I go through caused it's teach me what life is a!!!
I'm just a normal human being which is full of weekness but yet I'm proud to be myself!!!
This coming 26th I'm looking forward to improve myself in every angles that I think I got to improve more!!!
lesson of life teach me no turned back and accept what so ever experiences in life!!!
I'm lucky that I got my buddies that always guide me accordingly in life!!! thanx guys really love every single of u very much!!!
this coming 26th I'm looking forward and like others want to be success like others in life!!!
wish me best of luck peep!!!

eid begin today

morning peep!!!!!
yeahhhh !!! hari nih dah raya so bleh makan puas-puas yer
ermm tapi mine kena avoid dari makan kuah kacang!!!
ermm nati jerawat berjela-jela yer....
klu citer pasal kuih i love almond london ,tart nenas ,choco chips
kalau makanan errmm i got no ideas nak makan aper janji sedap and membukak selera makan jer....
tapi after this mesti being busy with open house till end of shawal
yang penting my personal event mac'!ous 26th rebirth just left a week to go!!!!
personally i feel damn excited caused  i want to enjoy myself during my hari keputeraan this malaysia day!!!
peep gtg nak makan lemang jap !!!
see u when i see u peep
love u guys

sesuci lebaran!!!!!

chapter 7: selamat hari raya aidilfitri
Yang jauh berkirim salam
Yang dekat berkunjung kunjungan
Walau apa pun terjadi
tabahlah menghadapi

Peep!!!raya datang lagi!!!!

hati terasa sayu tetiba !!! 

 Buat semua terutamanya yg merayakan hari raya aidilfitri salam lebaran diucapkan wlu jauh dimata namun peep u guys always in my heart!!! 
kemaafan dipohon yg pastinya Ada keterlanjuran kata dan tergebang bahasa yg mungkin menguris hati dan perasaan uolss all this while!!!!
Peep!!! pudarkan yg Itam corakkan yg putih  and for uolss yg balik kpg tuh drive safely peep !!! ingatlah if tomorrow never come u don't know that I'm gonna miss u every single second !!! hehehe
last but not least SELAMAT HARI LEBARAN AND HAVE A GOOD TIME !!!!
with love & cheers

sweet time o' mine!!

Chapter 6

Hi peep!!! Today I just send a text to all my buddies that I think will make my 26th rebirth most happening party as I wish!!!! of course budget are limited but I'll try my best to make it's the most sweetest moments to remember!!!

my personal invitation!!!
smell of dance floor!!???
U'r VVIP's to mac'ious 26th rebirth on 16 September 2010 (Thursday)@ zouk Kl
please CONFIRM ur RSVP asap!!!
Let's get the party started on 10pm onwards
cheers peep!!!

almost a few hours I've created this phrase and thinking it's was the most spontaneous and coolest invitation!!!! so perasaan
Here are my list of VVIP'S !!!
1.bea zakri
2.shakila zakri
3.Jibam zakri
4.farhan zakri
5.mohd. Hamim
6.Alin rosland
7.lola lalita&partner
8. Farha zaidat& partner
9.jem Mickey
10.Shafiz sumari

so I wanted to see who will become my buddy ever that willing to spent valuable time with me during this particular rebirth!!!! for those who are not listed so sorry peep perhaps next time !!!! no offended yeah!!!
love all of u guys!!!
nite!!

true is hurt!!!!

chapter 5: sorry seem to be the hardest word

hi peep!!!! this couple few days I'll feel so miserable !!!! I hate this feeling and yeah how complicated it is life must go on as usuall!!!! sometimes I just wondering I'm just buying my time with ??!!! life teach me no hand pointing to others caused no used to blamed others if both or maybe you don't start first!!!! my head messing with benci tanda rindu and marah tanda sayang!!!! wow what a sweet phrase!!! I dedicated this phrase for someone that make me smiles before but now errmm I also no ideas actually what going on between us or maybe I'm just the one who's feel that way!!! I admit that I'm crazy missing u like hell and so sorry if I missed you without your permission!!! huhuhuhuhu so damn fairytale
!!!for you hope u happy owaz with your own life and I'll will go with my own stuff!!! tq very much caused giving me oppourtunity to know you personally!!! I know it's
was my mistake when I'll start missing ur sweet
smiles!!!! ok lah peep!! I thinks that all for today see you again!!!! Do take care!!! with love

counting my rebirth!!!!

Chapter 4: never look back

Hi peep!!! so sorry caused quite sometimes i didn't update my blog caused I'm been busy messing with my own stuff!!!! i love month of September caused its will my birthday on the middle of the month is my birthday peep!!!
last year i bout sun glass for my birthday and this year i bought black shoes for my birthday!!!! its was awesome peep caused I've been work for its since last few months...
Well this coming birthday i plan somethings different for myself and hopefully everything will go smooth peep!!! I'm ready to all out for this and yeah I'm work in on the budget that i had so maybe not all my buddies or friends can come !!! ill try my level best to satisfied others and myself but i can due to the borders !!!! occay peep got to go and love u guys!!!! mmuuaahhhh


mista cindarella purchased new shoes!!!!

if tomorrow never comes...

chapter 3:take a break with!!!
peep!!! I'm so damn full after break fasting just now. fuhhh after quite sometimes i didn't take tempoyak plus with sambal ikan sardin and telur bistik perggghhhh I'm got to cancelled my diet today!!!! BTW i like this quotes caused it's teach me to be brave and willing to fight for the one you love!!!! it's not to jiwang but depend on you guys how Ur perceptions!!! well today i'm gonna sleep early caused tomorrow working peep!!! for my favorite team Manchester United best of luck for the games tonight!!!

breaking:I'm ready to be 26 !!!!

chapter 2: aged just number peep

peep!!!! I'm actually being so damn and superbly excited to organized a small gathering for me to celebrate my new number in life this coming Sept!!!
I know maybe people out there might be thinks it's was ridiculous or nonsense but yeah this is how I'm reward myself caused I do love myself very much peep!!! If everything go smooth there will be a night to remember on 15&16 Sept 2010 peep!!!! Gosshhhh hopefully all my V VIP's willing to spend ur evaluable time with me!!!
occay forget about that gathering caused I'm looking forward the beshhh outfit to wear of during my gathering!!!! I want outfit that simple,smart,cool and awesome with a bit bling2 or hip hop caused I do love hip hop rules peep!!! will see what I get for myself!!! to all my buddies out there feel free to come and spent ur valuable time with me during that particular day!!!! just for those who received the invitations caused mac'!ous Inc.com work on the budget !!!!can't wait to see all of u on that days!!!! Cheers

deep in my heart!!!

22 august 2010 Sunday

chapter 1: life- u make me sick
I'm feel a bit far from someone that I thinks inspired me a lot in life!!! well life totally can't predictable and too complicated !!! but thanks god I'm still here and standing to findout what actually I'm looking at you currently !!! sometimes I just wondering that I'm wasting my time by giving hope to somebody that I'm also a bit confused what and why I'm giving you what I had but u just threat make me more or less like a stone!!!! no worries peep!!!! maybe all these while I'm being blind caused no reason but I got to wake up from this particular dreams and situation!!!! sometimes I'm laughing and smiling at myself why I'm being like this!!!! somebody told me that I'm being crazy and too obssed (correct my spelling if I'm wrong) yeshhh that I can't denied but as a human I'll try my beshh to improve and work on my weekness !!!! for someone that I don't know either u exist in real life or not hope you happy with your life and no worries about me I'm know how to take care of myself!!!! do take care peep!!!

world behind the wall

21 august 2010 (Saturday)
hi peep!!!!
actually I'm a bit excited nak tulis at my personal blog!!!
the purposed I want to had a blog caused I love to write and become a free journalist that maybe can share my knowledge, info and skills ...
just for your info peep !!! actually when I was studying I just thinking to be a somebody that related to entertainment business!!!! that y maybe u guys don't know I love to attend realities tv audition !!! as a started I would like to said yesshhh I'm officially become a blogger which is my ideology more to mainstream and optimist about life , career and whatever issues that mess in my head on that particular time!!!goosshhh I'm forget to introduce myself!!! my name is mac or Kevin!!!! hopefully I can get more and more buddies and friends here!!! I'm still new here and feel free to guide me if I'm wrong peep!!! to all blogers out there I would like to say hi peep and nice to meet u!!! cheers